I'm Serious. I'm Kidding.

It’s almost the UNofficial end to summer. I capitalized the UN because last year I saw people writing on Labor Day that summer was “officially” over, and it burned me to my core, at first I thought it was the tacos I had for lunch, but then after further investigation I realized, the burn was in fact due to the inaccurate use of the word official. I wish I could tell you the majority of my thoughts and concerns this summer were deep and meaningful, but they really weren’t. I’m not saying I haven’t thought Trayvon Martin or Christopher Lane. I’m not saying I haven’t thought Syria and where it is exactly or what the climate is like. I’m just saying there are other things that I think about more often and probably more passionately about. Example: I have thought about the tough Outstanding Drama Series category for the Emmy’s more than what I’ve just mentioned. I’m not kidding you, that category is more Sophie’s choice, than the actual  Sophie's Choice ( because there’s five, not ...

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This is the second blog post I wrote today. This is the second blog post that mentions cocaine. It's a first of seconds on both accounts. Last night's episode of 'Girls' had the main character Hannah asking her friend how to obtain cocaine. "It's for me, to snort, for work, because I'm planning on writing an article that exposes all my vulnerabilities to the entire internet."   So I decided to do the same except instead of coke, my go to disinhibtor ... beer. I'm a slightly narcissistic person. At the same time I think of narcissism as a defense mechanism, love yourself more than you think other people do, so it doesn't matter if they don't love you as much as you think they should.  I also believe narcissism is directly correlated with vulnerability.  One of thing the main things that make me feel vulnerable is expressing my feelings towards people I care about, the fear of them not  reciprocating  always looms over me and is 30% of the r...